I'm 17 and have had extreme pain in my joints and body for as long as I can remember, though the pain has become worse at an exponential rates in the last year or so. The doctors don't know what it is, so I've tried many, many different medications. It appears I have something like Ankylosing Spondylitis in my joints, but also something he thinks might be fibromyalgia. Obviously, the problem is that at 17 the problems are harder to see on MRIs and such. Anyways, I tried Cymbalta to help with the fibromyalgia. He did not warn me that I was too young to take it or anything else. I had severe nausea and was told to discontinue immediately. I felt great mentally while I was on it, and was doing even better in school (though it did nothing for my pain), until the nausea started. Now I've been suicidally depressed and honestly would have ended it if already if I were not a Christian. Then, of course, I feel guilty and that makes it worse. I feel so weird, like no matter how much I know I should be happy because my church is great, I can't do it. I realized recently that these uncharacteristic emotions are probably from the Cymbalta (I stopped it in like May and started feeling more depressed a few weeks after that). Any idea what I should do?
I realize I don't need a pill to be happy. That's not why I was taking it. And I know I should have been weaned off. But the problem is that I wasn't weaned off and am now depressed for no reason. THAT is what I am asking for help with.
I think I was only ever on 15 mg a day.